Denial

I am currently working on my denial skills.

I find that if I focus on the details then I don't focus on the problem. 

I do not seek sympathy. I don't want kind words or hugs. I want to continue day by day.

I know you care. I understand the need to show support with caring words but for me, right now, I just need to continue business as usual.

Inside I know that the end is coming. 

Sooner than we had hoped or wanted. 

It was a good fight and we gained extra years that we didn't think we would get.

I will miss her so very much, more than words can ever say but for now I will cherish everyday and let it be.

Something you can do. Keep good thoughts that the pain will not be so great and that when they time comes she can find peace.